Thank you to those people whom I have never met face to face, and who really have no idea what I've been going through, and who have written me words of genuine concern and care.
Each day when we wake up and put our feet on the floor and go through the motions, we never imagine the unimaginable things that happen everyday to so many people just like us. That's why these things are unimaginable.
Anyone who is facing an illness will tell you, I never thought this would happen to me. No one ever does. That's the beauty of living until you do have to face down the unimaginable.
I am not on my deathbed or dismembered, and the odds are in my favor that I have absolutely nothing at all. I will know more next week, and hopefully feel free to write about it. Until then I don't feel like I can. It feels like flirting with the devil.